It's been a full year since that incident and i might as well share what i learned.
This is an old account but who cares. The following may be old news to you but...

The incident...
apparently a teacher found what i wrote about them
i can't deny what i've said. it was horrible. not gonna defend myself and lie.
i could've prevented them from getting a new job because i complained about them.
Got into some deep trouble (for sure, but i deserved it)
Almost got suspended. Got pulled out of class to be lectured. Shed some tears. Lost the trust of almost all of the teachers i know (i could tell from their eyes they didnt trust me that much anymore. maybe i was being paranoid, but there was some tension there.)
Classmates found out about it, i got talked about in school. Classmates google and read what i said.
Ended up spending a whole DAY removing journals from deviantart. (which now i see as PATHETIC.)
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SO MY POINT IS:

The internet isn't private
People can google what you say
you can be easily found.


They can read what you write
and then you can't deny what you said

It can also keep you from getting a job.
Employers can search the web for your information
see what you've been up to
see what you've posted
even personal private things.
Even if you delete something, it's still floating there in the web, where it can be accessed by "spiders" or hired ivestigators

so please, if you have nothing nice to say on the internet, don't say it
ESPECIALLY don't say it with their name placed in there. (which i was stupid enough to do)

JUST DON'T DO IT.
IT'S NOT WORTH IT.
and it's pretty pathetic.
go get a real journal.
write down personal thoughts.
hide that journal safe.
HECK YOU CAN EVEN TIME ON MICROSOFT WORD and save it instead of posting it on the internet

don't let yourself get into deep water and screw your life up because of one little mistake.
it just ain't worth it.

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